Sunrise from our front room window early in November 2015. My husband had been admitted into hospital just a few days earlier for emergency surgery.
A lovely walk in a local park one morning just before the New Year. My husband is still in hospital! He has been, and still is very sick.
I've done more walking than usual, and certainly no stitching or much artwork for the last two months, Hence the absence of any blog posts since my last one in October.
However, I haven't been standing alone. Our two sons and daughter have been very close by during this difficult time. Our daughter flew over from New Zealand, and stayed until New Year's eve, when after 8 weeks, it was time for her to be reunited with her very patient husband back home.
Today, I finally decided it was time to at least have a play around with some textile art, I had no idea where to start, but felt I needed to throw white paint at something. I think I partly wanted to try and block out the last two months, and to also make a fresh start in some way. Covering a postcard sized piece of work I made last year with white Gesso, seemed the way to go, and so that's what I did. While it was still wet, I pressed a piece of black cotton fabric into it, and then when it was dry, I did some reverse applique, just to add a few spots of yellow, I went a bit mad with the free machine stitching, but it felt good to be behind my machine again, and then I added a few more spots of white paint. Ah well, at least I've made a start at getting back into some creative stuff, and better by far than sitting at home moping. We've no idea how much longer my husband is going to be in hospital, I think we're in for the long haul, but I'm so pleased that in between times, I can lose myself for a couple of hours each day making textile related art!
Some rather strange doodles above and below, which I made whilst sitting in hospital waiting for my hubby to be diagnosed. They really are strange, especially the one above, and I wonder if they reflect in some way my frame of mind at the time.
I saw a couple of painters walking about with a ladder, and that prompted the ladder like structure above. I hope it won't be too long until my next post, but in the meantime, thank you for reading, and may I take the opportunity to wish you a very happy, peaceful and healthy 2016.
So sorry for what your hubby and you are going through!! Prayers and good thoughts are sent your way.
ReplyDeleteSometimes life gets so hard. Kia kaha. I am thinking of you as you cope with the stress of having a sick loved one. I do hope you find peace as you create your textile art.
ReplyDeleteHappy new year and hope after a rather stressful time things will be on the up now.
ReplyDeleteAnd art as therapy - don't worry if things seem strange. You never know where this might take you, snd, by the way, I don't think they're strange at all.
Good luck and keep stitching
Hilary
So sorry to hear that your husband is still in hospital Cath. No wonder you haven't felt like creating much. I'm glad that you have started to find the motivation again as you need to look after yourself as well at a time like this. Take care.
ReplyDeleteMy goodness how stressful. I hope things start to change for the better very soon. Being creative always helps doesn't it.
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